Let's get ENTHUSIASTIC!

Still alive.

Still dancing :D

Still drools over Ewan andor Hayden >> when not busy loving  friend-became-boyfriend loveofmylife (atleast so far)
and it reminds me that
GOD i saw Jumper and that was WAAAAAA AwFuL despite haydensexinessfactor (high enough). But come on. Get a decent plot. Get imagination and give decent background info and stuff. Have they ever herd of 'willing suspension of disbelief'?  'Cause like I wasn't willing. Not even watching the wowsocoolactionscenes. Which was like PotC3 --- ie. tooooooo mucccch.

BUT Ewan was great in Miss Potter :) kinda fun watching him in a 'shy guy' role, nevertheless... plus René Z. was a bonus :) love her no matter whom she plays.

wanted to watch Cassandra's Dream or whatwasthat but bf dear limited my choice (didn't get it on comp and no time for movies--neither the money, really)

ah but we did saw Speed Racer which was erm COLORFUL :) good to see once, maybe twice, had some funny moments but mostly ...eye-candy.

((Yeah I know most of those are old films n stuff... ))

oh and watched Indiana Jones. I mean the first 2. People were seriously abhorred that I had not seen so there was some peer pressure... Erm Adventure. Silly. And there was that one time when I screamed cause that Indian guy appeared so suddenly ... :P I mean sure its a classic but someone please tell me why?!

ah books. I saw that Ewan-book in bookstore but GOD it was kinda expensive... Why ??? oh why? anyways books are generally pricey stuff... I saw an Annie Proulx translation I've been DYING to read her in Hungarian cause like 1)how the hell could anyone translate it, and what they did with the text if they've done so 2)comeon, I WONT use a dictionary when reading English but with her I shoulda ....
all in all i saw one, and it was over 3000 HUF more like 4000 ie. $25 (which is with my approx $100 scholarship a month kinda NOT NICE.) MIght get it nevertheless IF I'M THROUGH WITH FUCKING EXAMS I HAD 48 CREDITS FOR 1 SEMESTER 2 COMPLEX EXAMS AND I'M FED UP WITH UNI I WISH IT WAS OVER.
except for the friends I got there, and the fun we have... the talking and frolicking and the paintball "wars" ...
*gasp* ok i'm done


Back to  BOOKS: listened to the His Dark Materials The Northern Lights - Phillip Pullman's AWESOME fantasy trilogy in audiobooks(I mean mp3s) Golden Compass, Subtle Knife, Amber Spyglass....  it was narrated by the author plus the char's got their own voices... great fun plus the comfort (no need to hold the book and wear out my eyes) the environment-friendlyness (you can hear in darkness too) and  the nostalgic .I'm being read to feeling .  Great language, great adventure, great subject matter, food for thought - religious matters for once, and other deeeeper issues so even if you scoffed the film, well again, book is MUUUUUCH BETTTER.

So much for today I should be sleeping but I really can't... My sweetheart went 'home' to Transylvania for 1,5 weeks, visiting relatives and stuff... am worrying a bit and missing him terribly. also quite unbelievable that half a year together and am happier and in love as ever... way to go :D

duh. read last post. about year ago. yes boyfriend was nice like until march. then not very much so, therefore, he was told to get lost, which he did. Thank goodness.
So until that I was occupied with him and school - like 40 kredits/semester plus extra Jap. classes cause my teacher-sempai is hothothot I badly wanted to pass basic exam. Which I did I guess. At least the 4hour long bitchy written part. Oral part needs some practice, but this is what I do in private class... (someway it sounds baaaad ;)) khemmm well yeah.  I wish. Though with those huge chocolate-brown orbs of incredible depth, I have a hard time concentrating on coherent Japanese conversation and making eye contact like you supposed to when talking in a civilised way.... whateverrrrr. And believe me, now I'm not as smitten by him as like, a month ago. (or a week ago). I work hard mentally to erase this liking, for he does not and will not love me anyways so... shouldn't bother.  Cool.

on to FANGIRLING: HOUSE MD! ahhh the sarcasm, the sexy, the funny, the cunning, the witty, the gorgeus.... you watch it. now.
PRISON BREAK! Season 2 is awesome! I did not see the whole first season, still now am officially hooked. Get me a serving of Scofield with his brother on the side, would you, pleease? Thanks!

and now, books! ANNIE PROULX! Gosh, contemporary quality writing! Brokeback Mountain (film and short story), Postcards, Close Range, and just started The Shipping News.... (after having seen the movie which was awesome, still can't compete with the Genius) and all her stuff... twisted plots, vocabulary as vast as oceans (as much as I purport knowing English well, Proulx tempts me to reach for dictionaries and thesauri -- but I never succombed to the temptation yet... :D) try it!
Phillip K. Dick, who is quite a peculiar sci-fi author, is also recommended... though Scanner Darkly is not my favourite (all that drug stuff... not my field of interest), Three Stigmata of Palmer Eldritch and the alternate-history (read it from library, dunno title) was immensely entertaining to say the least.
ah and Tanizaki Junichiro, my dearest... I am still in The Makioka Sisters/Sasameyuki ... hard to read, truly epic novel, and is not even obligatory for Jap. lit. class. At some parts you think it's getting boring, then something happens with the family members and everything is upside down and just cannot put the book down... Very informative on a long-last era of Japan. In 530 pages; in English.
I'd recommend you read shorter novels from Tanizaki first, like The Key, Some Prefer Nettles, or Diary of a Mad Old Man. All about male-female rel.ships, sexuality, marriage and all set in Japan... (read those in Hungarian, I bet English versions are just as well-written ^^" I trust your scholars)

what else what else... PotC 3? disappointment of a LIFE. bad script, humbug of a storyline, bitch female lead. Johnny Depp is till one fine man and actor but that is about it.Want my money back.

YET Miss Potter comes out tomorrow in Hungary and I can't wait to see my sex-god Ewan McGregor on big screen again... Last time was Stay! for me... like a year ago. too bad. couple weeks ago he appeared in American Chopper for, like 10 min's. cool rides and one hot Ewan. Yummie. Made my day.

what else? ah yeah. BALLROOM DANCING! I MEAN it! awesommmme group of people, neat, young teachers, atmosphere in class very informal, light-hearted, cool -- and in 4 months could learn some basic moves of 12 dances, no less! Got to know a lot of fun 'n interesting ' cool people; some friends too, so, guess what, summer dance camp will be one of the highest points of my vacation, and next semester, you bet I am going to the advanced group.
Belly dancing is also in the picture... tho not much time to practice at hooome which I would badly need to advance... after almost 4 years, I should be better!!!

aaaaan today we got a new KITTEN!!!! Ah, what a cutie.... though he prefers my sisters and not me. dunno why. :( i would soooo luuurrrvv him...

and what about SW? teeheee... should go back someday to the O/A fandom... otp, otp, OTP!!!! :D:D:D

dun. go to sleep.  read nice 1500-page Genji monogatari. which was written around 1000. and I only have the second volume cause it's got translated in 1963 and not printed again since then and it's awfully difficult to get hold of. Therefore it's compulsory reading. I love my uni.

Hey LJ! I haven't been fangirling since ages!
And I won't start now cause I am *gasp* falling madly in love and it's requited :D ohmy. he is kinda a soulmate so I feel terribly special and exhilarated and happy and lucky and goodness I suffered sooo much for this but was worth it (so far...)

But for fangirling, still: some Hungarian movie, Csak szex és más semmi (Just sex and nothing else)... POTC 2 - :D:D:D:D PLACEBO CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D and and and Asimov's Encyclopedia Galactica (Foundation - books) and well, An Ideal Husband from Wilde and well Finding Neverland seen again, and and Hitchhiker's Guide... the movie (ah sooo hilarious, as much as the book) and ahhhh have I mentioned LoM opened again? and and

boyfrieeeeend.... (thinks about kisses last night and smiles)

....

am not coherent.

How will I survive school starting next week?! no idea :D

Hoy there. I've not been fangirling for so long... yeah, I kinda tried my luck on online dating. Kinda sucks. I "met" a qte guy then a week later ha says sorry I had been to a garden party and had met a girl and there might be something with her. ... Bugger. That's it.
Otherwise I passed all exams/seminars/whatnot. English Basic Exam - I got a B ^^ I asked and no-one ever got an A so guess I should be satisfied. Of course all those slash-writers helped me with delightful minutes/hours/days (?!?) of learning and practising English LOL
So far I've been pretty busy with family stuff too, an exchange student leaving, last trips in/around the country, not to mention a heat spell, effing boiling my brains out.
So SUMMERTIIIIME. WEE-HEEE. Which means.... back to fandom... Got to write the epic fic of Ishtar-Tammuz adapted into Ani-Obi. LOTS of research.
Oh and speaking of literature... I've been reading Bradbury's Fahrenhet 451, and and Asimov' novels and some short stories so back to good ol' sci-fi classics, and am enjoying immensely! So much imagination, goodness! I also read Hitchhikers' Guide ... but only the first book. Ach. more then insanely funny.
Other book: Annie Proulx: Postcards: if you enjoyed Brokeback, and the short story collection Close Range as I had, you go and read more of her books! This one is a gemstone as well. Dark and down to earth, and sometimes ironic and sour and oh well beautiful. not to mention the language. Goodness! I can hardly understand it sometimes, thoush I thought I can speak English... well, one shopuld always learn.

Music: megasztár rocks! Rúzsa Magdi ROXXXXX :D speaking of talented singers here. Goodness gracious. She MUST become an international celebrity with that talent... that voince *shudders* ... too bad there is only a slight chance cos we are so small a nation. Bah.

Allrightie, that's for fangirling today, gotta get some beauty sleep :D

Weeeheee
it's a holiday!
And a beginning of a New Life! Starting with lots of exercise! Yessss! Actually, it feels good to lose weight and gain some muscle! :)

Plus I registered on some date-finder thing. Boy is it fun. Really. All the eeeeew people there... esp. when they write a letter that they wanna know you, well thank you NO. but occasionally there are cuties :) so I already have some possibilities. We'll see. But man, there was one who got all psichological and deep and stuff and I was like hey, it's like, our first e-mail... what's the fuss?! I mean yesss, I DO want to find love but it evolves as we go, doesn't it?! Esp. if we don't meet personally. I hope there will be some real dates for me in the future though :) Not that I don't enjoy my work at the pharmacy and the time with family but duh, I like boys, very much so :)
Anywho, I also saw a guy who was totally Curt from Velvet Goldmine (which was, again, sooo bad, only the Ewan factor kept me in front of the TV) and that made me laugh out loud.
Also there is one sweetie who is fond of bikes. Mais si, I thought *Ewan* the moment I read it. LOL. May write him a letter, may not. It's too convenient; like a market or stuff, you put in the criteria and the comp gives the results, some 115 pages, all with ~10 guys each, and you may pick.... It's a bit bizarre.

Off I go; I hope t'morrow can write some; though at night, we'll go 'n watch a belly-dance show, hope will be interesting and quality work!!! and Sunday is Pink concert for FREE! FUNNN!!!!

What, I haven't been here for ever? Yes. But I finished my term paper, in fact, I'm done with the vast majority of my exams too ^_^, only 1 left.
And in the meantime I have managed to see The Pillow Book and Stay, so EWAN GALORE!!!!. And SW2 for the 2nd time :) Just noticed that Ani had the cutest semi-see-through PJ in the WORLD. I wonder if it's a Jedi attire ;)And also, Jedis sleep in such way that the blanket doesn't reach their pecs so their nipples show nicely.
Additionally, Ewan may have the prettiest eyes, the handsomest face, or even the longest manhood *glomp Pillow Book glomp* still, no-one beats Hayden when it's about LIPS. The wedding kiss?! I mean SENSUALITY?! Wooooh.

Anyways, back to the present. I posted A Dance from His Heart and Confessions... on fanfiction.net, I wonder if a) I'll have positive rev's b) they ban me ;) Of yourse I censored myself. How bad is that?

Lalala, overall, now am in a pretty romantic mood cause of the wedding we were at last weekend. Very warm, loving atmosphere, lovely ceremonies, beautiful bride, and the extra: the police officer friends O.o there's SOMETHING in that uniform that made my corset loose, miraculously *rolls eyes* I'm sooo bad ;) Actually that corset is not an underware but a part of an evening gown ;) [pretty stuff, making wondrous silouhettes). But was it nice to kiss and *stuff* with some hot guy! Real life action yeah... however, still no bf on the horizon cause this was just making out.

Now I try to Force myself into writing AFTER I studied for the Monday exam. :)

If anyone cares... still breathing, yet hardly. You guessed right. Tests. Papers. Exams. Family life. Bellydance practices. No time for the beloved e-community. SHAME. My fangirl side is VERY unsatisfied. So I post a diary-fic chappy again, cause finally I have a computer and net and a couple min's.

Hope all my friends fare well :) Gah, I know am not important to anyone here, and they can well do without me :)

Oh one funny: went to Japan Foundation for a speech on Japanese pop culture (and to study, duh) and I realized that I find one particular man there VERY SEXY! Ok. that's nothing unusual, but. He's Hungarian, not Japanese. He is around 30, normal build, brownish(-reddish? or just I imagine....) hair and beard and intelligent, pretty friendly, bluish eyes... and in suits? mwaaaah. Suits are just MADE to be torn down (from certain people at least). argggh you guessed right, he kinda has an Obi-Wan kind of image. So what. I'm stupid and that's all. But I seriously taken a liking to this type of man and this horrifies me 'cause a) Obi-Wan is a fictional character, for goodness's sakes! can't base love/like on him!!! b) men around that age are bound to be married (with kids) ar, if not, probably are gay or must have some great dysfunction/problem.

Gotta visit JF more often. He's cute. Even just to look at :)

Man, did Easter Break start! Aaaand what does that mean?

Yessss! You guessed right!!! 15 page seminar paper! single-spaced! Brilliant! (having 2 pages + cover completed > I suck) Aaaand... Linguistics exam prep! 200 pages! Life is beautiful!

AND I SO DON'T FEEL LIKE IT!!!!

Never mind that I spent Tuesday playing with my VERY OWN ANAKIN AND OBI-WAN!

On Sims2, before you'd get too excited. Still they are terribly CUTE. I can't stop taking snapshots. :D Of course they are a joined couple and they LOVE each other I can tell you. Oh and it's funny 'cos Ani is an Athlete while Obi is in Gastronomy career :) and guess what. they will adopt a child! He/she is already on the way to our house...

I will post some pics here with captions as soon as I stop being a lazy-ass.

What else. Read a short article on Ewan: In his last movie the people on set had to share their dreams! and he shared the most, namely, 12. :) But he did not win because apparently, another guy had more interesting ones :( C'mon, surely he couldn't tell about that sweaty dream with Hayden~~~~~~~

*wishful thinking*

Ok, off to dance!!

Goodness me,I have been neglecting this LJ for such a long time! So many things happened...
so in bullet-points and ( under a cut... )

Guess what, I watched Roméo & Juliette yesterday. Yeah the French musical version (And I understood it mostly!!! SCARY!!!). Naturally I wept like crazy because (ah, quelle surprise!) they DIED!!!!!!!! I know, I know, they have never survived in like, 400 years, but still, every time I watch it, any version, book, movies, plays, ballet, I still hope they SOMEHOW get together again and they never dooooo Also with all the beautiful, heart-breaking music.... all those superb singers........... MWHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! *btw they were cute too... Benvolio, Tybalt, the oh-so-Fench Paris and the Prince... Roméo... well Roméo was just TOOO PRETTY altogether.... just too much, really, an ethereal beauty, pretty effeminate too, so I could never even look into his eyes... And he had a LOT of Hayden/Anakin in him... so much that I started thinking on a Roméo/Juliett->Obi/Ani fic... though probably that would be unoriginal and my talent would not suffice to make it good, still, I can dream or something :)

So all in all R&J rules ... even if I have to cry...

Also I should fangirl Tanizaki Jun'ichiro because well he was such an AWESOME author with such wicked, erotic an PERVY stories :D Really, this makes working on a term paper much more fun; I mean I read good books that I enjoy so basically my hobby becomes obligatory :D Not to mention that reading Mediaval English Lit is like reading Tolkien so this semester would be full of fun IF we didn't have anything else, but we so so I FUCKING DON'T HAVE TIME TO EVEN READ THE COMMUNITY NOT TO MENTION I COULDN'T CONTINUE MY FIC FOR LIKE 2 WEEKS and that is annoying.
BUT I have some nice regular readers who are enthusiastic about it so that keeps me going :D It's hard to write in my diary style yet his feeling and altogether make it one story but so far it's allright. Gosh I only had two posts but I need inspiration and that comes from my life. Kinda crazy, isn't it... It's my diary made his, well at least partly. I can write about my own frustraiton in his name... (it's a bit Tanizaki-style actually but I only realized it now, reading essays on him...)

What else. Belly-dancing! Gosh, it's getting HARDER as I learn more and more but goodness, I literally TRANSFORM when I dance and it's happening even when I only practice! It's so magical sometimes it's scary. If only had enough time. It could get much better.

What else. Goodness I PASSED MY SANKYUU TEST!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOH! Japanese Language Proficiency, Level 3, out of 4, Level 1 being native speaker-level, in case you don't understand...... I am sooo happy; and also my scores are pretty good too. it's ... still unbelievable... I mean... whooo... in only one year, to get from zero to this level...still it's so little but whatever. I'm proud now :D

And speaking about sins: chocolate; I mean peanut butter chocolate. Mmmmmnghhh. Yummy. I didn't know we had it here but we do YAY. :)

Too much sweets... really...

OK I stop for now. Anyways it's Roméo singing he's afraid.... awwwwww... *sobs*